The Will to Reach the Door

 When all doors close for you you then you come to My door and Lament,"O  Lord why is it that you have shut all doors for me.............And My answer to you is always the same,"My Child..........My door was open for you first..........why then did you knock at all of those..........If you had come running  to Me at first and left the promises of all others..............if you had not desired the quick gain.................if you had not tried to please others to recieve their favors...............if you had not wasted time in doubting My presence...............if you had not befriended with impatience and unbased fears...............then you would have recieved the same gift that I shall give to you now............but without all the desperate pains that you have
unnecessarily beared............I have left the door that needs to be open for you...............and within that door is all that you need ........for now............Be content with whatever I have given..........for I know best..........If you go there and are disappointed with My will.............then you shall return to pain and all the doors that remain closed for you shall call you back once again................."